Nick begins admitting to his own sexuality internally very early on, searching online about what it means to be attracted to both sexes with tears in his eyes. Netflix could have rushed through the first two volumes to reach the juicy stuff, but it didn’t, and the unfolding narrative benefits so much from the slow burn. When you fall for someone as a teenager it can feel like you’ve met a soulmate for life, even if it means leaving friends to pursue a romance that could be all too fleeting. He catches feelings fast, and the way in which he falls head over heels and wants to spend every waking moment with Charlie is all too real. From the first episode, it’s clear that sparks are igniting between them as Nick exchanges small, curious glances with Charlie when saving him from bullies and engaging in conversation before classes. He goes against those stereotypes, but it takes time, dedication, and tearful admissions of guilt when it comes to being different.
